Breath In, Killing Time

Losing streak, killing time. Never thought I could be this close to try and block out all my work relegating to a second plane.
Last wished, cold stone. Breathing out, not breathing in. Forever I came this close to alter the course of my life could it, would it be so different? But, this is what I am, this is how I feel!
Last wished, cold stone. Breathing out, not breathing in. In time, all you feel is the sickening truth that life's surreal!
Surreal!
(To turn back is not an option. I must be mindful of what I've got.)
Losing streak, killing time. Never thought I could be this close to try and block out all my work relegating to a second plane.
Last wished, cold stone. Breathing out, not breathing in. In time, all you feel is the sickening truth that life's surreal!