Oh, Gigantic Paradox, Too Utterly Monstrous For Solution

I might be mad
The days have no end
I might be lost cause I keep missing
A beginning of everything

I might be sad
I can’t get enough
I might be lost cause I am shrinking

So am I nothing or am I all?
Am I the resurrection or am I the fall?

I might be mad
I think I’m the one
I might be lost cause I keep thinking
I’m nothing and everything