The things I wanted and left behind
It looked like everything I wanted was not right
And I was digging in the sand
Building sandcastles despite the wind
No better plan than this
All the wasted time, obsessive thoughts
All the moonless nights, awake and lost
Run towards a lie (it's a lie)
Escaping from my mind
Send me a sign
I am waiting
The things I wanted and left behind
It looked like everything I wanted was not right
And I was sinking in a lake
Drinking myself at night to death
No better plan than this
(Oh, oh)