A Hundred Times

It's all I have to give you now
Seems so trivial to rush
A room of white; of blinding light
In clothes of black
And no way back

A hundred times I begged you stay
A single no you gave me
But now that all you loathed is gone
Is gone

If it's too far for you to go
I see why you cry and hide your face
Among the clouds
Ashamed