Zetsubou Nenpyou

kenzen na karada ni kenzen na kokoro ga yadoru no nara
fukanzen na manmade marete kita watashi no karada wa
donna kokoro wo yadosu no darou

nawa tai wo arawasu to iu no ga hontou da toshi tara
yuuki aru kemono no namae wo sasukatta wa zuna no nina
doushite konnani okubyou nandarou

papa ga watashi wo butsu no wa kitto zenbu ai deshita
mama ga watashi wo minai no mo kitto kitto zenbu ai deshita
dakara watashi wa itsudemo shiawase na kodomo deshita
fukou ni kidzu kana koto wa shiawase deshita

inochi wa ai no kesshou desu
somatsu ni shitewa ikemasen
tadashiku hibiku shukufuku no kotoba
sore nanoni nanda ka kurushii na

chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawarenai koto ni kidzu ite shimau dake
koko janai bashou wo sagashite koko janai doko ka zoku tabi ni
doko ni mo ikenai koto ni kidzuku dake

hoori suterare tara rando seru to chira batta kyoka shou
watashi mo tobi ari tara anna fuuni bara bara ni naru no kanna
dai setsu na mono wa hai te nai shi

gakkou wa kirai dakedo suki na basho ga aru wa ke janai
ouchi no naka wa kirai namae no nai doko ka dareka ni
narita katta narita katta

dou dachi mo sukoshi de kitayo sou janai hito mou fuetayo
suki ta hito wa sukunaiyo hotondo hokawa kirai da yo
yasashi wa hito wa ooiyo dakedo minna uso wo tsuiteruyo
watashi ga karai na watashi dake kawaranai mama

warui koto bakari oboete
tekubiki ro no ni sae akite
soredemo ugoku shinzou wa fushigi da
daremo tamon darinanka shinai no ni

chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawarenai koto ni kidzu ite shimau dake
kokojanai bashou wo sagashite kokojanai doko kano zoku tabi ni
doko ni mo ikenai koto ni kidzuku dake

tada yutsuu de itakute
atarimae de itakute
hoshii mono nante nakute
shitai koto datte nakute

kanawanai kono negai no
medashi ikono kimochi no
soba ni isudemo atta
senritsu to kotoba ga atta

amaku sasayaku youni
hageshiku ameku youni
nanimo sukuwarenakutemo
tada soko ni atta

moshimo yurusareru no nara
moshimo yurusareru no nara

namona ki doushi orisotte
nemuri ni tsuita catacomb
shizuka ni hibiku requiem no youna
yasashi uta wo utaitai

chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawarenai mono ni kidzu ite kitanda yo
dareka no kizu wo iyaseru to ka dareka no yami wo haraeru to ka
dai soreta koto nande iwanaiyo
itami ga sukoshi osamaru made kura yami ni sukoshi rareru made
soremade soba ni irareru gurai de iiyo