Bumpy Road (feat. redveil)

Yeah
I've been blinded by my own lies
Balanced with some steady conversations with The Most High
Skin lookin' glassy than a bitch, I guess He listenin'
Six years since the last album guess I'll drop again
You gotta
Stay the fuck away if you just tryna live a lie
Don't got time to sympathize
Time is feelin' little though my heart is feelin' oversized
Not too good with necessary arguments or cuttin' ties
I need some good advice

And that clock is tickin'
Anniversaries feelin' like an added sentence
I'm sorry
Know this ain't what you wanna hear
And it breaks my heart just to think of your face with tears
Don't you go thinking what mistake got us both in here
'Cause that ain't the reason
I just wasn't dressed on time for the season
I was so cold you thought it was the pen that I'm breathin'
Hope you find your peace better now that I'm peacin' out

The Sun left long ago
I tried to go back home
I tried to see you grow but it's goodbye for now
I leave too easily
But you belong to me

You know I'on like bein' alone
Throw on some glasses they tinted with a bit of rose
'Cause even passions won't get the tears up off my clothes
I am the gravel that sit up on a bumpy road
If you could imagine
Leading everybody home but stay in they past tense just to dwell up in the cold
And tryna stretch about as far as you could go
But it's never far enough for that broken-ass vehicle

I'm still landlocked, you know I'ma stay here
For the next girl fucked up that I can make cheer
I'm guessing that's the role I excel at
A bumpy road for busted whips no room for a hellcat
Just smog in the wind that you can easily smell
Would fail tryna play perfect I don't think you could sell that
But shit neither could I
See myself in the gleam of your eyes

Man, I don't wanna have to pick between you or my new year's resolutions
How I go from seein' you to not seein' improvements
Travelin' in circles we been on a lazy Susan
I've just heard so many lies it's gettin' hard to take the truth in

I just heard you approach again while I play stoic
Thankful for the memories but never let you know it
I tried to push you out my brain was feeling claustrophobic
But tryna run away from pain the same cost to hold it

The Sun left long ago
I tried to go back home
I tried to see you grow but it's goodbye for now
I leave too easily
But you belong to me