By Your Will

Baby, you almost drag me to hell
Even though I don't want this for myself
Shadows creeping through my mind
I can't escape, time's not on my side

Pressure like a weight on my chest
Whispers in the dark won't let me rest
I feel it crawling, biting slow
But I won't let them see me fold

I'm running through the silent night
Trying to hold on to the light
Even if it burns my skin
I won't let the darkness win

I won't go down to hell by your will
You can't break what I built from the thrill
Even if the fire burns me still
I won't go down to hell by your will

Every mirror shows a war
Cracks beneath the skin I wore
Smiling like I'm bulletproof
Hiding every fragile truth

Dancing on the edge again
Playing brave while I pretend
But deep inside I know the cost
Of almost letting myself get lost

I won't go down to hell by your will
You can't control what I feel
Even if the night stands still
I won't go down to hell by your will

If I fall, I'll rise alone
Build my kingdom out of stone
No more chains around my soul
I decide who takes control

I won't go down, I won't break
Even if my hands still shake
From the ashes I rebuild
I won't go down to hell by your will

I won't go down to hell by your will
You can't break what I built from the thrill
Even if the fire burns me still
I won't go down to hell by your will