Alive

Jesus, jesus, what have i done
Where can i turn to, where can i run
Jesus, jesus, what have we done
A sign of evil my name has become

You were my friend, my guide, my idol
And i lived my life at your command
Our love noone could rival
Tell me how was i to understand

I kept my doubts for later
Played the game and played it by the rules
So i became your traitor
Never thought that i was just a tool

Alive - and forced to live
Alive - and no relief