soma once stayed

I lied to myself again
Closed my eyes
Flipping through the pages in the night
Can't help but struggle to keep up

Read the letters that I wrote
Let them burn
Forever alone, but it's alright
In the end, we'll make it right

Drank, feeling like that's how we leave

All I do is drift away
Am I the one left behind?
But something inside tells me to hold on

I don't want to waste your lifetime
It's alright

I don't want to waste your lifetime
It's alright, it's alright
I shouldn't feel at all, at all

Oh, no, no
You let the world carry me away
To the places where the soma once stayed