Not One

This empty bed
Has seen it all
My crashes and screams
My heaviest falls

I'm waiting for nothing
Dreams only go so far
'Cause I'm always here
And you never are

I don't trust myself
With somebody else
So I'll learn to try

It's wrong they said
Well I'm not one to say no
But if she is such an angel
Where's her damn halo?

We're here and I'm trying
But I can't spit it out
Am I still a liar
'Cause you've got your doubts?

This crowded head
Has thought it all
Like how can I leave
With no curtain call?

Goodbyes are left lonely
We'll show them the door
It's closed but it's waiting
And asking for more

I don't trust myself
There's nobody else
But we'll have to try

It's wrong they said
Well I'm not one to say no
But if she is such an angel
Where's her damn halo?

It's wrong they said
Well I'm not one to say no
But if she is such an angel
Where's her damn halo?

We're here and I'm trying
But I can't spit it out
Am I still a liar
'Cause you've got your doubts?