Welcome To Wonderland

I’m mortified in the woods
Surrounding silence, amused
I was running, trying to escape

If I had the will to choose
If I weren’t so confused
I might have lasted there another day

But here I am, unknown battle
Every sound, I just get startled
I know that my time’s running away

And then I see a white rabbit
Maybe leads me to a cabin
I need to hide from those scary men

Wake me up when I don’t bleed anymore
Will they miss me when I’m fucking gone?
Throw the pills and write a couple words
Climb the wall and close the goddamn doors

Left my shoes, I shall look for a home
Couldn’t choose, they’re looking for
Me, and I’m bruised, and I don’t have a plan
Through the woods, welcome to wonderland

Then, I finally, hit the ground
Granted, I am tripping hard
Where they right? Did I eat something bad?
Will they miss me or let it go
If I do open this door?
The moment that I’ve been looking for

Is it a trap? I’m going mad
Do I need my meds that bad?
Is this the beginning of my end?
Peeking out, I see light
Then the rabbit to my right
Who just says: Welcome to wonderland

I run, oh, run
My feet on fire
And I'm just crying
I killed a man