The eternity calls

In my heart there was an emptiness…
In my reason the full chaos was.
The blindness dimmed eyes,
Only in soul there was a question:

What for I here live?
For whom do I am necessary here?
"… NOT YOU NECESSARY TO ANYBODY
SHOULD WORK, SLEEP
AND EAT EVERY DAY …"

I did not see signs from heavens…
I did not hear bells.
I was proud of knowledge, filled many arrogance,
I did not know neither, nor friends, enemies.

And I still live…
Though what for I here?
"…YOU ARE NECESSARY BECAUSE
YOU HAVE BEEN CREATED,
THAT IS THE SENSE IS …"

The Refrain:
The eternity is called…
By her ahead…
Full forward …
Do not look back…