I Hope Your Alone

And I held on to what you gave
and soaked up every smile to fall asleep
with your memory and pictures of a child.
And what if I threw it all away?
What if I threw myself to you?
Would it be the same?
I promise I'll dream about you.
I close my eyes to stop myself from falling.
I stopped myself from you.
I stopped myself from all the pain you've put me through.
I promise