Joke Or a Lie

What should I do? I am lost
Tell me to leave the next time I'm in front of you
I can't relate
Chip on your shoulder
How do you deal with that weight?
My hands are getting tired

Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on, then believe me
I try

Let us escape for a night
Breathe the silence
I am alone
But I am alone in this room with you

Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on, then believe me
I tried