Crying Out

God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away

I still can see his face
I still can feel his hand
I still can feel it touchin' me
He's breathin' heavily
He's breathin' on my neck
His hand's over my face, tryna silence me
(Body's right over me)
Why are you here?
(Temperature's rising)
But I'm in fear
My heart is beating fast
Tears rollin' down my face
Wishin' I was in another place
Besides here

How could I turn you on
When I was so young
And you were in my family
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way (be this way)
I'll never get it back
The thing you stole from me
What did I do to deserve this?
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way, be this way

I scream, but it's too late
You start to penetrate
My thoughts and now my head is all messed up
You invaded my space
When you gave me a taste
And now my view on love is all messed up
I blame myself somtimes
But hate the things you did
My mask is all worn out
This ain't the way to live
It's like a bad dream
But no one can wake me
Because it's my reality

How could I turn you on
When I was so young
And you were in my family
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way (be this way)
I'll never get it back
The thing you stole from me
What did I do to deserve this
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way, be this way

God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away from me
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away
Lemme hear you say
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away from me
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away
God, take this pain away from me

How could I turn you on
When I was so young
And you were in my family
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way (be this way)
I'll never get it back
The thing you stole from me
What did I do to deserve this
So I'm cryin' out
It's not supposed to be this way, be this way