Favoritism

A narcissistic-cynic's life entails a grieving heart despite
The smiles in pictures fade away, a lonely boy, a pretty face
I might have dreamed of you and me
But serial monogamy can take its toll

It's not a test, I swear to God I tried my best
But then you (she said)
Yeah you (she said)
You are my favorite boy, said by my favorite girl

You always do what you want
One little blink and you're gone
If anyone in the world knew you were my favorite girl
I'd rather burn in the Sun

One little blink and I'm gone
While I was sitting unaware behind the walls I built, I stare
It's nice to know how far we've come
At least with you I know we're done

You may have dreamed of you and me
But you're too much, it's plain to see
I am a soul you might detest
I swear to God you'll try your best

But then you, (she said)
Yeah you (she said)
You are my favorite boy
Said by my favorite girl

You always do what you want
One little blink and you're gone
If anyone in the world knew
You were my favorite girl

I'd rather burn in the Sun
One little blink and I'm gone
So long, farewell
So long, farewell