But Then Again No

So now I haven't started.
I'm not so sure anymore.
Though I am bad at work and feelings they are hard to ignore.
I don't know what will happen.
I just know that I have to do this for myself.

Some day it will be better.
That's no good to us now.
Though we can do so much better.
So leave us alone to try to think about nothing.
But nothing is hard cause...
Something always comes out!

Some day it will be better.
That's no good to us now.
Though we can do so much better.
So leave us alone to try to think about nothing.
But nothing is hard cause...
Something always comes out!

I don't know what will happen.
I just know that I have to do this for myself.