Alleged Protector

When God closes a door
He bolts the windows shut
Gases the room
You gasp for air
Beg to our father
Who doesnt care
Sadist bastard, forever watching
Always there never stopping

Air grows tighter and
Your breaths are getting deeper
You fall to your knees
Praying to him, begging him
Not knowing hes your tormenter
He plays your life before your eyes
A sick montage for his own pleasure

He is your Lord
Your alleged protector
This is just an instant
A moment in time
Imagine an eternity by his side
An endless lifetime of pain
Accompanied by torment

On your knees you crawl
Coughing up blood
As your lungs cave in
You look to the skies
For answers to your prayers
Noones there, nobody cares

Dont spend eternity by his side
End your life commit the sin
Repent against Him now
for your chance to be free
'You'll never trap me now
Oh heavenly Father.'

He is your Lord
Your alleged protector
This is just an instant
A moment in time
Imagine an eternity by his side
An endless lifetime of pain
Accompanied by torment