A Song To Prepare

I´m a little lover waiting
Just because people asked me
I´m a little lover staying
In the place where all of you find it
Jesus Christ, what am I waiting
With all this wait still not getting it
Why do I try if I know
That I should have had none,
should have had anything,
should have had nothing
All this pain don´t show off
About my tears no one saw
About that love I don´t have yet
Tell me what I´m waiting for