What If I?

Our couch is cold, bedsheets are folded,
The table is set for two,
Your honest soul, so beautiful,
I'm wondering where are you.
When I close my eyes,
I wish I could see you,
One more time.
In my broken car just,
You and I
For one last time
Where you are.
My last night in town and the air is brown,
Til I wear again my crown of shame.
I turn around and the leaves fall down,
I can't choose the way, every trail looks the same.
City fall behind.
Mile by mile, sign by sign.
What was my lie passes by.
Why am I still fine.
Maybe I was wrong, when I started this fight.
Asking what if I, what if I, what if I
When I close my eyes,
I wish I could feel you
One more time.
In my broken car just,
You and I.
For one last time,
Where you are.
(What if I)
Maybe memories will keep me alive,
After killing me one too many times.
Where you are.
I know where you are.
Still when I close my eyes.
I wish I could find you,
One more time
In my broken car just,
You and I.
For one last time,
Where you are.
Where you are.