The Tragedy Of Self Awareness

This package of carbon and chemicals
[This useless pile of organical debris]
It walks and share its social laughs
[Denis the sacred and profane alike
A broken down scared animal]
Driven by instinctive repressed desires
[Trying to deal with the worst of tragedies
The tragedy of self awareness]

Looking for a reason to be alive
And useless suffering that comes with it
I've tried my best but it never worth a fucking dime
It's all that I can do, I know ain't much

[Is not a wish to die, I can't accept my decline
But how can I fight? When I failed in all I try?
When the fate begins to play with you like a child's toy held in hands,
The steam turns to smoke and starts to suffocate]

You got your fake smile, packaged in fake mood
Trying to find out why you feel so sorry
[Grant me serenity to accept things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can]

You put your best shirt, practice your best smile
Rehearse your best lie
Trying to find out why you feel so sorry
But you don't understand, it makes no sense
Why you feel bad about you
[Living one day at a time, enjoying one day at a time
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace
Taking this sinful world as it is, and not as I would have it]

You got your fake smile, packaged in fake mood
Trying to find out why you feel so sorry
You put your best shirt, practice your best smile
Rehearse your best lie. (x2)

Looking for a reason to be alive
And useless suffering that comes with it
I've tried my best but it never worth a fucking dime
It's all that I can do, I know ain't much,
It ain't much.