Momentary Absolution

it took me almost two days to realize I had a gun in my mouth
for you girl, I break all the rules
for you I sing to myself
let it rain down from the ceiling with my brains
let it rain down
let it rain down on you

I want to be devoid of consequence
want nothing to matter but this moment
and this taste of this life
and this night
and hope to bring no closure
apply the pressure
stop the bleeding
but can't suffocate the dream

it took me no time at all to recognize your disappointment
just you girl, I never wanted more
for you I sing to myself
let all the bad things I've done in my past be absolved in this moment
let all the things I've done in my past be absolved for you

It took me twice as long to realize you were not thinking of me
as it did for me to get over myself
for you girl, I dance in silence
for you I'll silence myself
for in this moment when we share our eyes
there is no truth
and you would never listen to my voice
in this moment let us realize
in this moment when we share our eyes
let us realize the truth