As I Should Be

Maybe I'm not as bad as I feel like I might be
Lately I'm starting to enjoy my own company
Maybe I'm not as mad as I feel like I should be
Feels like I can finally breathe, finally stop worrying

Maybe I'm not as bad as I feel like I might be
Lately I'm starting to
Enjoy things I never thought I could do

Maybe I'm not as sad as I feel like I should be
Feels like I can finally accept that
I'm allowed to be happy

If this is growth, I'm growing up
I'm moving on and making up
I don’t have time to be distracted by
What once defined my life

Maybe I'm not as bad as I feel like I might be
Lately I'm starting to enjoy my own company
Maybe I'm not as mad as I feel like I should be
Feels like I can finally breathe, finally stop worrying