Question Mark

Wake up to face another boring day
With nothing much to say I jus hope I don´t screw up
too many things.
No will to get myself a social life
Just trying to live without being noticed.
And all that I once promised to myself or anybody else
it still seems to keep me glued here
Happy to live an ordinary life just going on, and
trying to write

A song to sing when there´s no place left to go
Anxiety just a constant fear of being alone
is that everything my life will ever be?
Afraid that I will always be a question mark for me

Looking for reasons to bring myself down
Life´s complicated when you realize it´s simple
Appreciation for the cold ground
Searching for problems when they don´t exist
Why do I always romanticize the bad times of my file?
I mean, they´re not that constant
I´m through with all this whipping for a while
´Cause I know, no matter what, I´m still gonna have

A song to sing when there´s no place left to go
Anxiety just a constant fear of being alone
is that everything my life will ever be?
Afraid that I will always be a question mark for me

Do I expect too much from myself and feel the same
about everyone else?
Will I be let down by my expectations?
And I´m sure I need you by my side, to give me reasons
to crack a smile
While I miss the times that I have never ever lived

A song to sing when there´s no place left to go
Anxiety just a constant fear of being alone
is that everything my life will ever be?
Afraid that I will always be a question mark for me