Conspiracy Of Silence

Do you hear me moaning
In your deepest sleep?
A thin voice haunting
As you get on in years

I do recall how it felt to be kneeling
When I begged you to stop it
And how you were laughing
I can’t forget all the ache and the suffering
The pain I’ve been taking
Such a hard way to learn things

I’ll make you pay for this
I’ll make you bleed for this

But you stand in front of me
And my hands start to shake
I should seek revenge
But I can’t feed the hate
For all my life
Is built on a lie
Price to pay for my silent consent

Do you hear me mourning
In your guilt trip
And feel me trembling
To the crack of the whip

I do recall how it feels to be kneeling
When I begged you to stop it
And how you were laughing
I can’t forget all the ache and the suffering
The pain I’ve been taking
Such a hard way to learn things

I’ll make you pay for this
I’ll make you bleed for this

But you stand in front of me
And my hands start to shake
I should seek revenge
But I can’t feed the hate
For all my life
Is built on a lie

I surrendered to the thought
That I belonged to you
Like I'm the lamb to the wolf
You're my neverhealing sore
My unsatisfying world
The reason of my fall

So bleed as you bled me out
Creep like you made me crawl
Watch me, watch me standing tall
Time to end it all

Now you lay in front of me
And my hands don't shake
I finally took revenge
But I don't feel no hate
For all this life
Is buried in the past
Now