My Old Ways

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go

Drug you down took you away from everyone that ever loved you
Fooled the crowd, made them believe that I was real, but you always knew
I know I'm late, but I hope you know I'd kill to keep you safe
If you love me then I beg that you just leave, forget my name

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go

All the pills, all the money, all the pain
Living consequences breathing just to take the blame
I was wrong, I was wrong, I can see so clearly
Made myself look like a fool and now you only fear me

Fighting to change
God only knows I've been living in agony
I pushed you all away

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go
Just let me go

Itching scratching my blood so thin the fucking ceiling spins
It's clouding every night thought and stripping
Everything away from me and crawling desperately
It's got me trapped and I've been living in agony

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
Let me go