An Offering

Patient and pacing
Right now I'm mainly disgusted
Faking excitement
I need to wake up and realize
Shut off the bad dreams
Someone will be here for me

Here is an offering
Guess what
It's nothing
I'm sorry
I don't deserve it
But I'll keep my room clean
I promise

Where you going?
I'll get my things
They're all leaving
But nobody's leaving with me