Downspeed Heartbeat

I lost myself a thousand times
Now I succumb to senses blind
It's all or none
(No glory in the goal of some
All or none its black or white
(No strength now for shades of grey)

I thirst! I dream!
I burn! - I scream

I slow my heartbeat
Indifference holds my sanity
Yet just intoxicated
By thoughts of self
(This worldly frame! This cage! This hell!)

Unknowing fool I am
To join its ranks and spectacle
Open your eyes (everything lies)