Livid

i wonder why your mouth is forced to say "love you"?
i am entwined by a dead man behaviour
incinerated terms of sadness has been conquered
the loss of fairytales must be definite
may I ask you one more, question concerning sadness?
what is hell and where do i belong to?
the scars must be created.......
i feel the demon - my soul is divided
is this the place where tears collided
the grave is open - the flowers are waiting
now its time to declare my feeling
i fear the new pain
as i stare at withered trees, i reckon something i
shall miss. but at the same time, the torrent of hatred
i entwine.
disunited, soul erosion, abandoned thoughts, a new
man was born
repentance - forgiveness - shall be to late, i will
be livid
all broken, what shall remain? i finally will be dead!
as remembrance i hold hatred, grief and emptiness
my pale corpse will dwell drowned, or something
related
this world bestow a glance of bitterness