Total Self-hatred

Rip my heart to pieces
Tear my soul down to the ground
For i am no more
Rip my lifes to pieces
See the circle's now done
I float
And i'm gone!!!

Screamed so long for peace inside
Feel the pain rise every night
And now as i in darkness dwell
I wish i'd never be born!!!

Blessing all these scars inside
I walk those blood fields at night
I hate with love from deep inside
And turn the key to never be born

Screamed so long for peace inside
Feel the pain rise every night
And now as i in darkness dwell
I'd wish i'd be never reborn!!!

Screamed... for peace inside
Pain... rise every night
Paths... those bloody nights
Hate... from deep inside