Masochist

I can't remember the last time
I cared enough to get hurt
I've gone through the motions, given tries
But everyone always falls short
'Cause I've got those cravings I can't kick

I need a love that's toxic
I know it's no good for me, but I'm fiending for a fix
I just need to feel something
Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain
Maybe I'm a masochist

Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames
Break my heart just for the thrill of it
Oh, I said break my heart just for the thrill of it
Oh, I'm a masochist
It starts off so fun

I just want to fuck around
But they fall in love
And I spit them out
But that's not my intention
I don't want to 'cause hurt

That's why I'm begging for someone to do it to me first
Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain
Maybe I'm a masochist
Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames
Break my heart just for the thrill of it

Oh, I said break my heart just for the thrill of it
I can't do this anymore
The high ain't worth the strain
But it's what I think I deserve
I'd give anything to change

Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain
Maybe I'm a masochist
Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames
Break my heart just for the thrill of it
Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain

Maybe I'm a masochist
Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames
Break my heart just for the thrill of it
Oh, I said break my heart, break my heart
Break my heart just for the thrill of it
Oh, I'm a masochist