Fairytale

I fell in love at seventeen
Found the girl of my dreams
And honestly I couldn’t breathe

And what a mark on your cheek
All the reasons to believe
In a real life kind of fairytale

But nobody
Ever told me
How it hurts to let her go
And when you lose control
How you gonna trust a soul

So exhausted
From the crying
And for the life of me
I can’t catch a breath
And it feels like dying
But at least I'm trying

I can never seem to figure out
Scared of all my friends
I'm full of doubt, In the worst ways
I'm typically staying home
Watching my favorite shows
Again and again and again
Getting lost in a fairytale
In my mind
Getting lost in a tale as old time

And I know
I said I’d call it was a lie
Been Hiding all the reasons why
I was a bloody mess

And what a start
To some dream
Falling hard for you and me
I was so in love

But nobody
Ever told me
How it hurts to let her go
And when you lose control
How you gonna trust a soul

So exhausted
From the crying
And for the life of me
I can’t catch a breath
And it feels like dying
But at least I'm trying

I can never seem to figure out
Scared of all my friends
I'm full of doubt, In the worst ways
I'm typically staying home

Watching my favorite shows
Again and again
Still I can never seem to figure out
Scared of all my friends
I'm full of doubt, In the worst ways
I'm typically staying home
Watching my favorite shows
Again and again and again
Getting lost in a fairytale
In my mind
Getting lost in a tale as old time