Fireworks

Watching fireworks
On the front lawn
Humming melodies
To all my loved ones lost

I didn’t know it then
You put the gun to your head

And I could feel the heat roll off of my cheeks
While they burst and bloom, like all of the voices in crowded rooms
Made me so nervous I couldn’t speak
Well, I'll just stare down at my feet
For years and years and years

I don’t know you
Like I used to
We haven’t talked much
Since your big move out

I bet I’d be so proud, to look at you now

And I could feel the steam roll off of my teeth
All those sleepless nights out on the roof of your parents, I
Could’ve sworn that I’d see you soon
Could’ve sworn we were staring at the same Moon that night

And I can feel the heat roll off of my cheeks
While they burst and bloom, like all of the voices in crowded rooms
Made me so nervous I couldn’t speak
Well, I’ll just stare down at my feet
For years and years and years, God