I'd Better Kill Myself, Before I Die

Is this everything
You ever wanted
Have you ever been
In heaven before
This is everything
I never wanted
I should better kill
Myself before I die

Let me find a way- to kiss you
Let me find a way- to burn
Let me find a way- to embrace you
Let me find a way- to have fun
Let me find a way- to love my life
Let me find a way- to die
Let me find a way- embrace you
Let me find a way- to burn

Is this everything
You ever wanted
Have you ever been
In heaven before
This is everything
I never wanted
I should better kill
Myself before I die

Let me find a way- to kiss you
Let me find a way- to burn
Let me find a way- to embrace you
Let me find a way- to have fun
Let me find a way- to love my life
Let me find a way- to die
Let me find a way- embrace you
Let me find a way- to burn

Is this everything
You ever wanted
Have you ever been
In heaven before
This is everything
I never wanted
I should better kill
Myself before I die