I don't deserve this

I made my own way
Got lost in the game
Wandered out in the desert
And came back just the same

Searched for a place where a man could be free
I saw the enemy staring back at me
I don't deserve this

Sacrificed my love
Tore a hole in my heart
Tried to fly the flag
And then ripped it all apart


.....And then at the moment when it seemed least likely,
I found my salvation.
I felt the blood drain from my body and my arms reached up to the sky.
The skies parted and a gentle rain fell down upon me and everyone
I ever knew and everything
I had ever done and everything
I had ever seen was all laid out before me in a path of my life.
And i let myself go.
I let myself go. i just let myself go.