Redemption (The Downfall)

That moment I was not able to repress
My fury reached its long awaited stage
Completely minded as my destiny evolved
My intended redemption, my downfall

Fatal memories of relatives
Mistreating, When time passes you will not feel
Was it my purpose to create an image,
A reflection of my own spirituality?

My soul shall not find the peace it deserves
The torture will last as long as afterlife itself
My deeds didn't erase my memories
Now I realise that I am just alike
Slowly aware of my spirits fall