Thinking About

Leave me here for a few minutes, thinking about life
Thinking about my girl, thinking about life
And how short it is
Everyone tells me to take care of myself but everyone lies
This is what I have in my mind

My cigarette is unconventional, my bitch loves it
Drugs in my room, leave me alone
This is not personal, this is mental
My head is crazy after so many fights

She still sits, I've gone up there is no turning back
I've gone up there is no turning back