Lament of a Suicidal Spinster (2017)

Do you remember the feeling of
Sunlight on your skin?
'Cause I don't
No, I don't

Do you remember my name?
Do you remember the way that you conned me?
Sayin'

Marry me, marry me
Bind my wrists and sink to the ocean floor and watch me drown
Would do anything
If you just say

Marry me

All I wanted was to be happy
Like all the princesses
So that means I need a prince

What was I seeking?
Why did I ever think I'd find happiness
By following you into the ocean's depths?
Why couldn't I have seen

That my life had always been so
Sacred, regardless as to my marital status?
So why did I say

Marry me, marry me?
Bind my wrists and sink to the ocean floor and watch me drown
Would do anything
If you just say

Marry me

I wanted to have true love's first kiss
Even if I had to
Sacrifice my life for it

Turn on the TV
And what do you see?
Girls happy just to be
A discontent housewife

So if that's what I
Need to be happy
Then I will find a man, and I

Will follow him to the grave
I just want to be
Happy, be happy

(Why couldn't)
I see past social constructs of femininity?
I always thought that love would
Somehow find a way

Never thought that
You would just
Leave me to die, alone, the rope coming undone

I never found a true love
Don't wanna die here
A spinster
Cold

So please
Marry me