Hate in me

I'm sitting in my room
I'm tryna find a way to stop it
Conflicted and aloof
Just a creature of terror

And wander
Hate in me
Wanderer
Feed on me
Murderer

I'm a creature of the night
Somewhere in the uncanny valley
Not sure why I'm alive
To exploit or to be exploited

The hate in me is redirected
It feels automatic to be so affected
I don't understand why am I annihilated
I don't understand why I feel so rejected

Hate in me
Wanderer
Today I was gonna do well
Feed on me
Murderer
Where did you go, wanderer?

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Put me back in my cage

Wanderer
Feed on me
Murderer

I'm sitting in my room
You know it so well but you cannot make me escape
Cause you know I live here too
Actually this is my fucking place

So many years of insecurities
I am responsible for being here
I cannot believe that I used to believe
Everything everybody said about me

Hate in me
Wanderer
Today I was gonna do well
Feed on me
Murderer
Where did you go, wanderer?

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Take me out of this cage
I'm chained to my faith
I wanna be something else
Stop feeling this hate

The hate in me feels automatic
Not an anger issue if it is pragmatic
You are not crazy, it's just dogmatic
Unnecessary when we are more than this
You are more than this
You are all of this

Stand the fuck up
Get back the fuck up
Get back the fuck up
Stand the fuck up

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Take me out of this cage
I'm chained to my faith
I wanna be something else
Stop feeling this hate

You are not crazy, it's just dogmatic
Hate in me
Wanderer
Feed on me
Murderer
Where did you go?
Wanderer