Stop The World, I Want To Get Off "Love Song"

If I close my eyes
My hallucination
Is the memory
Of your image smiling
Insomnia bothers me
And from missing you
I just can't sleep
Reality makes me sad
Since the absence of your hugs
Freezes my soul
And not even a thousand blankets could warm me
I wish I could fall asleep
Just to dream again
And never wake up
So I won't have to watch you leave again

In one hand, a heart
In the other, my phone
My mind in a daze
Staring at your photo
In this forced distance
I keep suffering
Unable to get used to it
In my drawer
A thousand scribbled poems
Inspired by you
Hidden in secret
Do you even know
The peace I feel
Every time, I meet your eyes?
I know that in this, I'm alone
Loving for two
And in solitude, I cry in pain
In solitude, I cry in pain

Stop the world, I want to get off
I keep hiding
Yet I'm lost
Without seeing you
The pain catches up to me
Drowning me in memories
Along with the tears
Rolling down my face
I stay silent
Awake through the nights
Thinking and dreaming
About you
The anguish suffocates me
With all these confessions
Stuck in my throat
Instead of telling you
I've been pretending
With fake photos
And forced smiles
So that no one would notice
How deeply in love I still am with you