the suicide king

I'm tired of being myself
I watch my body fade away
I've been climbing hell
I saw it turn grey

And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away)

Don't come running for me, for me
Don't come running for me, for me
'Cause all I know is pain
'Cause I'm the suicide king

And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away)
And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away)

The devils' not my fear
The devils don't leave me
Would you cut me out
If I made a mistake

Don't come running for me, for me
Don't come running for me, for me
'Cause all I know is pain
'Cause I'm the suicide king