Falling Apart

Found my way into the void
Let delusion come along
Now I barely know myself among the dark
In this empty little hell
I can't see where I belong
Just the blurring of a thousand miles apart

Waiting out the gray
Suffering this cold
Nothing to delay the toll

I'm falling apart again
Heart is in my throat
I'm falling apart again
Never been so low
I'm losing the fight again
I died again
I cannot find my hope
I'm falling apart again
Nothing left to hold

I was live enough to breathe
Thought my feet were on the ground
Then desertion came and tore it all away

I can feel the end in sight
Though I barely see the light
Is there no one here to save me after all?
Time is circling the drain
Nothing sacred, no refrain
If I can't be whole to them
Let me fall to live again