Lobotomy Song

Try to find a void, no meaning
Not happy but I'm not sad
Ciggies help the way I think
Contradict all the caffeine I've had
No more thoughts
No more thoughts
Lobotomies the best friend I've ever had
Cast out all your doubts your worries
Give them up give it to God
We grew up in such a hurry
Who am I?
Well I've forgot
No more thoughts
No more thoughts
The father is the best friend I've ever had