House Of 20 Years (Special Birthday)

It's my birthday, but nobody cared
I don't care either, I can have fun by myself
I can treat myself, and I can do whatever I want

Can I buy myself a present?
Can I have lunch alone?
Can I blow out my candles alone?
Can I treat myself alone without anyone around?
Can I run through the city?

I started my name with Brianna and ended up with FeiXeng
I'm so bipolar, I don't need a diagnosis because I know it
I started out in my tenth year, too naive
But now in my twenties, the one who made me naive back then
Is going to be the one who's going to be naive

I'm so fucking excited!
I never imagined I'd finish one house and move into another
Until yesterday I was just a child
Now I've become an adult

I miss the previous years so much, I can't accept it
I try everything to accept that now my new home is for those in their 20s

I didn't need hugs
Nor gifts from other people
I only need the hugs of my animals
I only needed my own money
To buy what I like without depending on other people