Rain For Years

I've lived in rain for years and years
Soaked in doubt, drenched in fears
Tried to build a fire inside
But every spark just slowly died

This heart don't beat, it just survives
A broken clock that never lies
The sun don't rise, it just pretends
And I forgot how hope begins

I wore my scars like second skin
But you just laughed and looked within
And saw the boy I used to be
Still drowning quietly in me