You still live in my veins

Not as loud as it was before
I'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
Tear my face off
(Loudly crying emoji)
If we were head to head in the ring
I'd slip it on my finger and break it

You said you would kill me
11 years ago
Now I'm living off all my dreams
I'm spitefully alive to grow, you tried to take my ambition and love
Now I can never be killed at all

So you can smash me to bits
But I still saved the data
Like divine intervention
Saved me from my death

It's like I'm meant to be here
And you were meant to suffer
When you hid me away
And you still live in my veins

They say blood's thicker than water
But now the blood's in my tears
And now the lack of me crying
Is showed inside of my fears

And I'm forgetting the days
And I'm forgetting the years
But at the end of it all
I'm still fucking here

Not as loud as it was before
I'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
(When it wasn't this way)
Tear my face off
If we were head to head in the ring
I'd slip it on my finger and break it