Big Old Sun

Big old Sun above my head
Burns the things I never said
Hanging there like it won't move
Watching everything I lose

Light spills out across the floor
Finds the cracks inside the door
Nothing hides, nothing stays
It drags it all into the day

I don't know where I belong
In a world that feels this wrong

Big old Sun, don't look at me
I'm not who I'm supposed to be
Every shadow that I made
Disappears and leaves me plain

Big old Sun, too bright, too close
Shows the things I hate the most
I'd give anything to run
From that big old, silent Sun

Every hour feels the same
Just a shift in light and name
Time dissolves into the heat
Melting thoughts I can't repeat

There's no place for me to go
Nowhere left I don't already know

Big old Sun, don't look at me
I'm not who I'm supposed to be
Every shadow that I made
Disappears and leaves me plain

Big old Sun, too bright, too close
Shows the things I hate the most
I'd give anything to run
From that big old, silent Sun

If I could blur the sky somehow
Dim the weight I'm under now
Maybe I could finally see
Something softer staring back at me

Big old Sun
Still above
Still the same
Never gone