Dream Is Never Too Much

I let down the people I loved most
Come kill me, come throw me at the sharks
It was like feeling a dagger in my heart
My wounds are still purple
My veins getting lost in my body
Guilty pleasure, criminal pleasure

They used to say your essence is all you can achieve
They say dying fighting is a heroic act
But I'm an antihero, I'm a fallen angel
I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid of following and falling on the second step

Dream is never too much
Pretending is not difficult
Placing blame on someone else is very easy
Apologizing after hurting someone is very low
Dream is never too much
Blaming others for your mistakes is so easy
I'm great at hurting people
I'm amazing at ending any relationship
I think dreams are the only things I can have forever

In February my heart was lost
He gave me flowers but never love
I'm guilty of all this
My heart turned blue, my life turned gray
My soul was lost, my eyes turned to flames

I was raised in a place you'll never know
I did things you'll never know
I hurt people you'll never meet

Dream is never too much
Pretending is not difficult
Placing blame on someone else is very easy
Apologizing after you hurt someone is very low
Dream is never too much

Lie to me, say I didn't hurt anyone
Say that the flowers have not withered
Say my dreams came true
I want lies, because truths hurt too much

Dream is never too much
Pretending is not difficult
Placing blame on someone else is very easy
Apologizing after you hurt someone is very low
Dream is never too much
Blaming others for your mistakes is so fucking easy
I'm great at hurting people
I'm incredible at ending any relationship
I think dreams are the only things I can have forever