Crystalline

I'm waiting outside of my mind
Taking turns to take my time
I'm trying hard to stay alive
I get this feeling baby
That I've been feeling lately
I'm trying hard to be alone

You said I don't take it serious
I'm too loud to be so mysterious
See me from the other light
Free me from this paradise
You said I've fallen from reality
From lover to friend to best enemy
Leave me behind, crystalline
Free me from this paradise

I try to break the ice by making sure I realise I'm not smart enough
Another minute of this, I think it's just too much

You said I don't take it serious
I'm too loud to be so mysterious
See me from the other light
Free me from this paradise
You said I've fallen from reality
From lover to friend to best enemy
Leave me behind, crystalline
Free me from this paradise

Why are we so far away from where we started yesterday?
I guess I didn't see it change
But what if I wanted to stay?

You said I don't take it serious
I'm too loud to be so mysterious
See me from the other light
Free me from this paradise
You said I've fallen from reality
From lover to friend to best enemy
Leave me behind, crystalline