Useless 21'

Two nights in all my year
Two feelings around my neck
One of them is choking me
The other is out there
And I know I'm fine
And I know I'm fine
Just to be alright
I say that I'll be fine
But day by day
Is another thing
That I try to say
Of what I have to live
Why do I lied when I am free?
Time by time
I slipped away

I cut off all my hands
To feel my blood falling down
I covered my nose and hid my arms
To save my own foundling

I'm feeling useless tonight
I lost the spark of my eyes
I'm not alone but I don't care
I saw my mind and I'm aware
That I'm feeling useless tonight
I leave my spark on your eyes
I'm not alone but I don't care
I saw in my mind all my nightmares

I bared my soul
To have more life

I cut off all my hands
To feel my blood falling down
I covered my nose and hid my arms
To save my own foundling
When I say that I'll be fine
I wish I could escape of mine
I try to be more than I was
But my hands are beating all my chances

I put my mind into your heart
I waste my time all the time
Two snakes around my neck
They will make me suffer like yesterday

But tomorrow will be another day
Alone in my room, seeing my space
I will try to romanticize the death
So I can explain how lonely I am